Why is it always like that ? when i want to give my heart in helping someone, why does it always appear to them that i am doing something wrong? Is the something that i am doing for that person so insignificant that the 'not so right' part of it covers the whole damn purpose of my behaviour? i dunno why but it hurts. i just want so much to be appreciated; want so much of wad i'm doing to be understood. but i dunno why things always have to turn out this way...

Went to hougang plaza de kbox on sat with mummy daddy and bro. i thought sissy going nehs , then in the end ps me ><

I met up with the school psychiatrist yesterday and he diagnosed me with Depressive Disorder. he also wrote me a letter for an application of leave of absence for this semester. which means that i dun have to go to sch this sem; my lessons will start next sem.

Bii came over my hse stay yesterday night & we played basketball at my hse nearby de bball court . Its been long since i played bball and sad to say, my shooting skills have de-improved. lols is there such a word ? ahhh , whatever ;x

Its really amazing wad a relationship can do to your health, both physically and mentally; be it broken or a perfect one. i hope i can find back my motivation to study once again.

Havent been able to blog due to 2 reasons; one, i've been out with baby ;D and secondly, my stupid lappy died on me wtf. at first it cant detect the wireless at my hse, but now it cant even detect the internet when i plug in the ethernet wire. sians siol hais.

Enough of those stupid things, lets talk about my outing with baby on 20th oct ;D

I went to sch to fetch him from his lesson and then we went to his sch's only air-conditioned food court with his friend.

And keke, as usual took some pics ;x

After that, baby told me he had a craving for omelette ! so we went to J8 for that. the omelette demn nice norhs, plus it has that special meaning that only me&baby knows *winks*

I realised HongDou is quite photo-geeeeenic too ! XD

Daddy acting cute with son ;x

Baby took derh pics of me. He's a not bad photgrapher ehs ? keke .

Went to the arcade to play basketball and my favourite animal game after lunch. stayed at J8 for a while more then we left for Plaza Sing.

Reached there lerhs , went straight to the pet shop there to look at the hamsters. The breed that baby bought last time doesnt look very appealing to me, rather, i was more interested in the white ones; they looked much more adorable can ! hahs. we stood there watching those little animals for quite long before me&baby had the feel to buy one particular hamster which was slping. it just looked so cute lying there. lols. and so that is how Yoghurt became our daughter ;D

Say Hello to Yoghurt !

It was only after i was going home from baby's house that day that i realised i left my ring at the arcade at J8. it wasnt just any ring , it symbolises the fate that baby and i shared. i cabbed back to J8, but unfortunately i wasnt able to get it back. was demn emo that night. blamed myself for losing something so precious to me.

Headed to clarke quay to cool myself down , with tears on the train. baby tried to comfort me, but i just hated myself at that moment.

Reached clarke quay and we sat by the singapore river & talked. losing the ring was one thing, but sitting there with just baby alone was another. sometimes i myself is amazed at how baby can take away my sorrows so quickly. but i was glad he was there beside me that night. ty baby, iLy <3

I learnt something that night; to cherish before it is too late.

And so i shifted my blog here.

I wanna start anew , because ; you're my everthing now baby. iLy <3

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