
Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Old Wounds Hurts The Most.
Why must heaven be so cruel ? i'm supposed to be in genting in a few hours, so happily. and yet hours before this trip which i've been looking forward to , things like this have to happen. ALWAYS. i hate it when things dig into my old wounds. cause they still hurt. i dunno why , but they still do.
I still remembered the times when
you first got to know me, the times we spent together til the time we separated.
It was
you who made me fall so deep.
But it was also
you who hurt me so much.
So much til i dunno whether i should be friends with
you or just hate
you.
Now that
you have a better half , i wish
you all the best with her. at least she knows how to love
you the correct way , and cherish
you.
BABY, you once told me that you couldnt feel my 100%. This is the reason my dearest ; my heart have been numbed by previous wounds so much such that has forgotten how to love.
BABY, i seek your understanding and forgiveness in this , i know i have hurt u in one way or another sometimes. But believe me , this love is true, i'll just have to learn to love fully again. I know i can do it , because i've learnt the art of letting go.
Baby , thank you so much for doing so much for me. i really really appreciate it.
I Love You Baby , i really do.

cherished; XOXO ` [
2:44 AM]
