
Friday, November 6, 2009

Suffocated.
There's this weird feeling inside of me. maybe its jealousy, inferiority complex or whatever. but i just cant get it to go away. & its driving me crazy.
I tried making you understand, but apparently you still dont. i wanna make you understand, but HOW? i cant help but feel us drifting apart slightly. we're quarrelling every other day. i prefer those days when everything was so sweet with zero quarrels.
i know i'm nt your type to start out withi know i'm not perfect.& i know i have so many reasons to make your love turn into hateright now you would say that i cant feel your love for mebut baby i feel it, right from the bottom of my heartthe question now is can you feel my love for youbecause if you cant, then i would have failed.the reason why i'm feeling like this now is becausei'm afraid.i'm afraid of losing you baby.because i dun think i can survive another blow...I'm really sorry to have caused you all the unhappiness since you've been with me. i love you, and i really hope that you can be happy everyday, with or without me. life is hard, i know, but baby, i will always be beside you to cheer you on and give you encouragement when things get hard.
Baby, take care of yourself, everything will have their solutions one day. stay strong and dont give up. i love you baby.

cherished; XOXO ` [
2:59 PM]
