I just cant understand ppl sometimes. why must ppl be so hypocritical? why must ppl be so self centered? you used not to be like that. but ever since you got wad you wanted and everything went well for you, you changed; drastically. we used to be so close, sharing every little secret. and now, its like your existence is just to provoke me and bring me down. every word you say hides a meaning of despise. i dunno why you changed to that, maybe you think that you're superior to me in many ways because you get all the attention. in the past you would still defend me, but now, you're just going along with them because you go with the crowd. there's more ppl there so you want to be on the winning side. but stop and think girl, that if you were in my shoes, would you have done the same thing? if not, something similar? be honest to yourself. you wun know how i've defended you and spoke up for you when ppl said nasty things about you. and i guess you wun know that up till now, i refuse to believe all those said about you.

you said you were disappointed with me. what's there to be disappointed about? i'm just making a choice for myself. i'm just going over to my boyfr.'s to stay and spend more time with him. yes its true that he has the same surname as me, but who said i didnt care? didnt call means dun care? then if you didnt call me, so i assume you dun care about me? but thats not the case because i know you do. i guess you will never understand me. i know i changed alot, but i'm certain i'm not doing any crime and there's no wrong to my actions. i never severe my ties with all of you. i never did anything of that sort. but you will never understand, cause to all of you, not staying at home means i'm abandoning you. what nonsense.

and you. i thought you were the one who understands me. but sometimes i really think you dun understand me. everytime i express my own opinion, we're bound to quarrel. i'm so sick of all these. i thought even if i lost the whole world, i'll still have you. but you just wanna pit yourself against me. you know sometimes words that you say hurt me so much. i know they're said in a moment of anger, but still, i feel the pain.

i feel so lonely. i feel so alone in this big big world. hais.

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